PLAIN WHITE T'S LYRICS

"A Lonely September"

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

im sooo happy Joanna is here i just wish all this drama wasnt so we could pay more attention to joanan being here and not whether we dislike a person or not or whether you love but hate all your friends which confuses me. i was told i didnt do anything and then two two secs later im still hated. and people get pissed at me cause i dont tell them or spend all my time with them anymore. im sorry id rather spent time with someone i love and never fight with then spend time with people i love but always seem to have to have an argument. gah that sounds so bad but im on my period so im not really thinking to be 100% nice im just sick of it. it really hurts to be told i hate you....


anyways last night was fun lol. and interesting i still want people to see my house sorry its been delayed i guess my room isnt clean enough iv had like no time and i know thats my fault. i had work for the first time in forever yesterday. i missed it not so much. Januarys are extrememly boring. i made this display of mugs and cleaned out an entry room. which is good cause if i ever did go back there and notice the mess i would have flipped and asked candy if i could clean it lol. yay now itsall clean. i love how at work when somethings out of place or messy i get right on it but at home im like...eh. w.e. lol. well im sure me babbling is extremely boring so im gunna go.

so i just got back from tennessee... so ... my daddy spoils me. we went to the mall me my stepsister and her mom before we left and i bought some stuff and when we came back my step mom walks up to us and was like since you two have been good here.. she handed us a video ipod each... mi goodness sooooooooooooooooooooo awesome!! haha yea but i wish my dad knew that he doesnt have to win me over with stuff cause in tennessee he was like you didnt ask me for a cent in tennessee... uhhh cause thats not what i want!! rere lol... anyways tues!! 

Merry Christmas everyone!
i hope you all are having a wonderful christmas!
Mine has been good for the most part, i miss Jeff lol but yea other than that things are ok, im leaving tuesday to go to Tenessee and im going shopping around there woot! lol i cant wait. i come back on new years... i think im spending my new years eve in a car on the way home which means probably no reception which will suck but eh oh well... well im kinda dead im feeling kinda shitty and the only person i wanna talk to right now would rather talk with other people around a camp fire but eh my fault i told him id let him get back to enjoying it instead of wasting text messages on me but what i wasnt hoping on was "ok.thanks." but its ok you cant tell emotion over text messages well im gunna go put on my comfy pjs. put on my grinch slippers that mel got me!!! and put on some comfy socks my mommy got me and listen to music tucked warmly in my bed hehe... sounds like a plan and then ill wait like 5 hours to hear my love and ask him wtf was up with a certain comment on myspace. i love how you tell someone everylittle piece of their life and it feels like their keeping secrets or not secrets just things from you... lol im so stupid i just think way too into things and get jealous really easily i hate it... eh... oh well.. i miss you all maybe we can do something on the 2nd or even if i get back early on the 1st i want you all to see my house ill maybe take some pics ... omgosh i want a cup of chi tea lol.. alright. slippers. pjs. chi tea. and music... im all set lol... goodnight everyone and i hope your day was awesome i love you all!!

Yea today just seems to be getting worse and worse...  im such a complainging mood so ignore if you want, you should ignore im going to get annoing in 2 secs...

so i didnt have much sleep... i got to school dead as a rock but i got through it. then i worked i didnt wanna but oh well... my bf is acting kinda weird, kinda bothering me... my friends say we arent friends anymore and if i dont call one cause oh idk i got home kinda late and crashed they say their used to it. ugh. i guess im doing nothing right today oh and i got my family members presents from NY and well my mom saw scotts present and was all like his is better waaaahhh and i feel bad i didnt get her something she likes alot and i didnt get Dan anything cause i didnt know what he wanted and she makes me feel bad for that, i never even see him anymore and he wouldnt want a picture like everyone else hes hard to get something for. i had an eggnog latte and now i feel like throughing up it was too... eh idk sweet? i dont feel well at all and im kinda depressed i just wanna get outta here right now. idk where just somewhere far away. i love that i always wanna run away from my problems... yay im a fuck up... wow i have the worst erg to wanna go running lol too bad i have hw to do and reading bleh! lol. i should go do that for a bit before i feel like staying here... ok now im kinda worried.... why hasnt he called?... im selfish i hate waiting.
...i think too much....


*So now you're waiting up for him...you're wasting time every time* i love FALL OUT BOY!

so today was too amazing lol. but lets start with last night?
*yea so school drained the life outta me and i ha work right after that which killed me also but Mel made it too much fun lol. gosh i hate her husband Jimmy!! anyways there was a football game, i was gunna go to after work but yea i was so tired when i got done with work so instead i rested in Jeffs car as he drove around haha sorry but it was fun then we went to my house and while he was leaving he got a flat tire so yea.. was a fun night getting my mom yelling cause she wont wake Donnie up for help and the AAA people said no one was in the area... what great service... lol.. oh and the spare he had in the back was flat hah that sucked atleast i gotta see him longer...but yea we had no school today so i woke up early and just hung ith Jeff all day.. was so much fun!!!! lol.... now im home and bored and i have made like 10 header pics in the past 2 hours... no i think i made 5 but iv been wasting time looking pics and quotes to make some im such a loser!. i can type without looking woot!! and really fast too... ok and when i think about it i type slower lol.... yea... im bored. well i hope everyones having fun... i got a shit load of hw to do tomorrow and Sun im going to NYC with Jeff for like 12 hours...woot!...
*yea tomorrow is devoted entirely to hw... my brothers kinda lecturing me in a way about my grades i feel like such a fuck up... i hate it. but hopefully tomorrow will do some good and im gunna start sleeping more that may work haha... Mr. Q had like 20 mins of telling us about this thing he went to ...(wtf i have people idk iming with crap trying to give me viruses lol) well anyways he went to this thingy that told him all this info on sleeping and like restoring your body and he talked about it in class so yea i need more sleep maybe ill start to do better in school and 8 hours of sleep burns a lot of calories!! ive been sooo hungry i hate it but in  a way i feel like my stomachis shrinking... woot. hopefully Adrian can help me out on losing weight. i wont give up i promise!!!

its so freaking cute!!!!!!!!
oooh emus i gotta look up emus!!

ooh they are too cute and make me laugh.

Rocket Lyrics

oh yes how did i forget, so the first episode of the 3rd season of the oc came one last night, i had band so i got it recoreded for me. omgosh i cant wait to see it! im freaking out hehe. and they do recaps from last year pmgosh im gunna cry from those or soemthing. i get wayyyyy too into this show... hmm i have a craving for Adam Brody and benjamin mckenzie...hehe....enjoy




-Amanda needs to go to school. later